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Blog enthusiasts who thought wearing a keffiyeha was awesome.Passion Pit
Bros vaguely interested in listening to music and very interested in having sex with their girlfriend.The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Girls who bought checkered sneakers in the 8th grade.Fleet Foxes
Hopelessly patchy…
The day to day life of myself-Andi.
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"There’s a snake in my boot."
— Woody from Toy Story
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The routine updates.
Or rather not-so-routine updates.
-I was totally crushed by that senior from the last updates. DOUBLE crushed, actually.
-I’m now taking voice lessons from my choir teacher. And LOVING it.
-I broke up with Sam a long time ago.
-I love my family. We all have such an odd relationship.
-I’m becoming way closer to some of my friends and I love it.
-It used to be that I was the busy one…now I have hardly anything to do.
-I eat lunch during debate now so that I can practice my violin during lunch. I like it that way.
-I love my friends and my family but I still feel extremely lonely sometimes.
-I want it to snow some more this week so that we don’t have school all four days.
-I need to work out more.
-It’s time to start cramming for sing-offs.
-I’m about to start getting busier within the next couple of weeks.
-Let the stress begin.
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My dog is way too fluffy.
I’m sitting lying here on the couch. (That’s proper grammar right? It wouldn’t be laying on the couch..anyway..) And I’m looking at my dog. She’s super cute for lack of a better word. Just curled up in a ball on some pillows not giving a crap about what goes on around her…and I wish I could be like that. She doesn’t have to worry if anybody loves her because she already knows that she is-the evidence being that she is fed every day and is obese fluffy because of it. As I was saying, she knows she’s loved by her family and nobody really else matters. So why can’t we all take on this way of thinking? Maybe it’s because we are greedy when it comes to acceptance. Or maybe it’s because our brains are several times larger than that of a dog’s…but that’s not the point. The point is that we all (we being humans) should really listen to what Dr. Seuss said about being yourself because “those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.” You could search the Internet and find this on probably 70% of teen’s facebooks, twitters, myspaces (who even uses those anymore?), et cetera. But does anyone actually PRACTICE what their social networking pages PREACH?
*shrug* I think to some extent we are all worried about being accepted. Personally I’m always afraid that maybe my friends don’t actually like me and they just put up with me because they have to. But I know it’s stupid to think like that-especially if you know my friends; They don’t have a high tolerance for the people they don’t like. I remember when I was in sixth grade though…I wanted to be accepted not only by my friends but by the “popular” kids at my school. It was a really juvenile way of thinking, but I wanted to be accepted by them. Eventually we all go through something of the sort. But we get over it for the most part. Though there’s always that little bit of us wanting for more acceptance than we have. We just need to be aware of the good things that we have. The people who really matter.
This whole post is pretty pointless. But hey, it all came from looking at my dog. Plus I kind of made it up on the spot. So give me a break.
My dog is really cute though. Despite her fluff problem.
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Reblog if you’d rather be cuddling now.
Cuddling is nice. Especially with stuffed animals because you know they’ll never leave you.
(Source: tush, via onedarkday)
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This is freaky freaky fresh. Just finished it, what do you think?
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The musical has taken over.
So…I love the musical and all…but it has been my whole life for the past…what..month and a half? My director basically said today “This is your life. You can’t do anything else until it is over.” So much for school work coming first. xD.
As much as I complain…this is what I do. This is what I thrive on. If I didn’t have extra-curriculars to take over my life, I might explode. I live for this and I don’t know what I’d do without it.
Good thing that I’m going straight into swim season as soon as the musical is over xD. This should be a good year.
Oh…and just a few updates on life:
-My choir teacher wants to be my private voice instructor
-I made the All-District Orchestra and I’m in the top ten for second violin!
-I have a really big crush on a senior (scandalous!)
-My friends are awesome.
-I just took an AP World test and got 100%! Yay!
-Life is good. I love this.
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Life=DEATH.
LATELY:
-Stress has been a large part of my life.
-I sleep a TON on the weekends.
-All after-school hours are taken over by the musical.
-I don’t think it’s working out between me and my boyfriend.
-I miss someone..A ton.
-My room is a MESS.
-I’m getting a cold.
-I have acid reflux due to stress…?
-I spend too much tim eon the computer.
-I met a violinist that was about my age today. He was super nice and was all googley-eyed. It was cute.
-I love my violin.
-I love my life. Despite stress.
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